+=- Lost Memories -=+

[- Wednesday, June 09, 2010 -]

Feeling that i am under tremendous stress.

be it from school, family or friends.

I had alrdy sick and tired and enough of this society keeps talking abt money where ever you go..

now even in hse, a place where i can rest well, is talking abt it as well..

Sometime i juz dun understand something, but then i have no idea who to speak to..

i know there are friends out there who willing to hear me tok..

i juz have to blame myself that i still can't fully put my trust to the friends ard me..

i have to sae sorry but juz that the problem lies with me..

sometimes i juz feel that juz abandon this place and go to place where is carefree..

sometimes i juz wanna leave this hse.. is not tat family is not good, but i need to be alone sometimes.

sometimes, it makes me out of breath by thinking of it..

i hardly show my "real" problem out because i dun wan ppl to feel worry..

sometimes, i even cried because of this tremendous stress i am facing. hoping that the problem will disappear the moment i wake up the next morning..

i know the problem will be forever there.. because i really dunno how to solve it..

juz a simple thinking process of solutions, drained my energy off.

难道像要过着无忧无碌的生活，是件很难的事吗？

-..My Life Just Never Ends..-
['-Simple Life, Simple Gurl '] ;2:22 AM;