+=- Lost Memories -=+

[- Sunday, September 14, 2008 -]

was tinking of something in mind now..
it was so hard to decide lol..
and quite hard to express by typing too..
So i shall not type out *shhh..
haiz...
wat should do??????

back to today...
waked up at 11am..
den meet cindy at tamp inter at 11.45 am lol..
wahaha.. me veri punctual worx... hahah...
reached there ard 12.41pm?
so nt consider late.. haha... in terms of punch card.. haha...
was a counter C6 today...
wif fang ling and alice and liang wei lol..
ok, i felt quite stressed la..
but i dunno the reason of y i am so stress la...
mayb coz the cust got more n more non-stop..
mayb i am the only 1 at the counter who worked the longest among them..
so i felt so stressed up lol..
finally until lay kheng they all came back.. den i start to feel relaxed lol...
everything was fine today lol..
next weekend shall have lunch wif jacq on sat and lunch wif chuimun on sun... wahhaha...
got someone accompany me liaoz.. heee...
today my mood got affected so much lol..
at one moment go so happy and at another one is lyk angry/quite?
tat's weird to me nowadays..
the problem is i dunno what's happening to me after those thing in my mind lol...
today thomas help me packed den i suddenly rmb wat fangling told me the day before lol...
tat's was so weird.. and i neo that it is IMPOSSIBLE la......
so i juz told fangling to stop the rumors lol..
好无奈哦
明明就在我眼前的事，我却什么都不能做。。。。

明天应该去吗？好难选哦！！！
有没有人给我点意见？？？？

juz now chat/crap wif jx...
and he asked me the same qn lol...
haiz... shall see how tml ba? shuld i or not?
complicated...
so many things run through my mind now..
sometimes juz hope that everything will solved by itself wihout thinking lol..
den everything will be easier rite?
sometimes oso hope that i can put away all the tings i am thinking
den my mind will be clear and no need to tink lol...
juz stone there.. haha...
really hope that sometime it will be lyk tat... LOL...
this sounds so foolish la..
coz i neo that wont happen anyway..
the problem will still be there even if u stop thinking abt it...
is juz that u took longer time to tink and choose to "forget" for that moment only... lol..

still haben decide yet.. lol...
ok shall end here.. before my head go burst la....
but now almost bursting liaoz... haiz...

-..My Life Just Never Ends..-
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