hmmm... lyk long time din blog le... hee....

sch reopen le... one word "sianz" but even though feel lyk tat i still hav to workhard for the results i wanted for long...

Sch reopen le.... was lyk so sianz lorz... coz got a lot of homework to do... promise hanis to teach her maths and she teach mi English... great huh? good deal...haha... ytd went to tm after sch to tm to help my parents to paid sum stuff... first went wif bijun to find my mum and headed off to tm... at bus heard her problem felt lyk tellin her tat " Dun let go if u dun wish... hav the courage to fulfill ur wishes"... reach tampines interchange, while walkin to tm, bijun saw her camp friends, and one of them i find it familar coz seems lyk i saw him before... mayb i tink wrongly....

haha... went to buy chocolate for 3 for $5...so we shared and buy... before tat went to find jingyu they all... and went to adidas shop and it goes" di..di...di" ad it was jingyu's bag... and the cause of the" di..di..di" was her storybook...find it funny lorz... after tat webt home le... den meet ah miao at 5++ lorz... went to tm again and shop... was lyk fun lorz... and felt lyk KIllin her coz of her lame jokes... lame until feel lyk killin her.... and she told mi her problem... and was lyk 'Arggg" coz of tat person lorz... was lyk so disgusted lorz... miao, u should neo hu la... haha... den went to "da bao" New York Pizza, it was so yummy... haha... but my $$ gone..hai~~` forget it ..coz is mi suggest it de... haha... eat at playground... haha... fun sia... after tat went to buy tings le den went home le... watch drama n the park... was lyk quite scary la... but forunate tat, i din hav bad dream coz tat time was damm tired lorz... before i slp watch the soccor match, 1:0... the score before i slp la... haha...

P.s: u can choose to see it or dun see it, coz it might affect ur tinking and mood

Sch reopen... i was been treated lyk an invisible person..... mayb being an invisible person is a gd choice to me.... Dun need to face everyting...no need to let ppl see my fears n trouble... But it is a painful experience... without tokin and hav to see ppl faces expressions of dislikin..... HATE IT VERI MUCH!!!!

U ppl always say i always put up tat face of angry...But u all tink i lyk ar.....wat trouble mi much...u all should neo lorz... Dun wish to mention who la... but if hu see, tat ppl will neo la... if u all hate mi, juz sae it... no need to be a liar... juz sae out lorz... nobody force u all to keep tat "thing" JUZ sae OUT... mayb u all de confesstion, i will hav a betta feelin.... as sum ppl sae i always cried coz of frenzship... but now mi is a different person... i will not cry for tat ANYMORE....

one more ting...u all ask mi to sae out my feelin rite... i tellin now!!! u all sumtime let mi feel tat i should be frenz wif u all but sumtime let mi feel i shouldnt be frenz wif u all... ir even more, i should hav appeared in tat sch... i should hav tranferred sch if i hav a chance to go to future to let mi neo wat goin on after tat......i dunno tat i felt sad for u all, is it worth or not?? coz now was lyk to mi, lyk dun worth it lorz... i NOT a toy lettin u all to vent out ur anger or treat mi gd and bad for certain period... i am a human not a toy... So pls dun treat mi lyk tat... sumtime u all tink tat person is a person u dun lyk...doesnt mean tat she is not my frenz coz u all din hava chance to interect wif her so u all dislyk her... SUmtime i sae out my words but none of u care but i din sae out, u all force mi to sae...so wat the point of saein out since none of u care... i might as well keep it to myself instead of lettin u all to bother of my stuff...

"Thank you for tellin mi,

tat best frenz cannot be trusted

and Thank you for lyin to mi,

the friendship and the gd times we hav,

u can hav it back"

y i sae tis coz u all lyk din treat mi as a frenz... everytime when i wanna sae out my feelin, i will tell myself tat nvm, it will be over... becoz over le, the trouble will gone... But now i choose to sae out coz tings is gettin worse.... I sae out coz i dun wish tings to be worsen....

if u all see le, feelin uncomfortable...tat's ur problem le... i not goin to care...coz before hand i warn u all le...

signing off,

BeeKoon